My fake identity

I sat in a room all alone, but I was difficult to find
Was it gigantic, filled up? Or where those searching blind?
How on earth could they be so close and yet not see one of their kind
I've been in class, answered present to my name but yet absent in mind
We're walking together, side by side on the street, but really I've left you behind
Yes, I'm not who you think I am, for all is really just vanity
I pretend to flow, to be what I'm not, hence the fake identity
I've been through a lot, seen hard times, no I won't announce it on the street
They've made me strong, made me bold, you wouldn't know I have cold feet
For people don't seem to care anymore, they just want the fake you
The one that's perfect and amazing, yes they would be friends too
But look beyond my smiling face, and you will see the line of my tears
Search my heart, explore my mind and you will find out about my fears
Forget about my shiny skin, for deep inside I've been cut for many years
And now back to my room, where I guess I'm gonna sit for all eternity
Until you get to know the real me and then I'll do away with my fake identity